So this is what loneliness feels like. Or is it loneliness?
What exactly is this feeling? Nostalgia? Despair? Regret? and then the night feeling empty. Is "loneliness" the word for it?
Whatever it is, it doesn't feel nice.
It isn't even 3 in the afternoon for crying out loud.And yet this heavy dark feeling.
What exactly is this feeling? Nostalgia? Despair? Regret? and then the night feeling empty. Is "loneliness" the word for it?
Whatever it is, it doesn't feel nice.
It isn't even 3 in the afternoon for crying out loud.And yet this heavy dark feeling.
Sheesh. I guess this is what happens when what you valued as family dissolves into one mushy blob, and slips down the drain when you're watching.
Who would have thought that those I considered closer than anything else would just fade into the darkness? Why didn't anybody tell me that people would fade away like the morning mist and leave me wondering if it was all just a dream?
Why stay and calm me down? Why ward off the demons of the night ; help me fight nightmares, and get my back if you were just going to leave?
How do I answer those questions when even the ghosts of your presence have long become ghosts of a mischievous mind?
Who would have thought that those I considered closer than anything else would just fade into the darkness? Why didn't anybody tell me that people would fade away like the morning mist and leave me wondering if it was all just a dream?
Why stay and calm me down? Why ward off the demons of the night ; help me fight nightmares, and get my back if you were just going to leave?
How do I answer those questions when even the ghosts of your presence have long become ghosts of a mischievous mind?
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