Y'know, the other day, when i realized December was around the corner, i felt my heart become heavy.
I traveled back in time and saw all that had quickly passed in a year.
One year.
I wonder how Time has the power to drain us of strength, and grind our bones to dust.
I lost my dad on the 3rd of February, 2010.. and its already been 10 months, although it doesn't feel like it.
It feels like I have a part of me locked in a vivid memory lost in a book. And no matter how hard i try to search for it, I won't find it.
I feel myself straining against the pages. I feel my heart getting crushed. I remember the sounds of laughter, and the other good things.. and I wonder. Although good times will come in the future, things will never be the same.
And all this from a girl who never actually got along with her father.
The irony of Life.
Lol I guess I'm not the only one with a weird sadistic sense of humor.
2 comments:
oh no u r not the only one dear. :)
i can back u up with "weird sadistic sense of humor" :)
hmmm.. for some strange reason, i dont remeber postin dat one, considerin d fact dat i was in cochin n not havin my laptop wid me. hmmm... but don worry i will bak u up anyway!!!
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